This week I worked really hard to rise above my experience of frustration, pain, and sadness involving friends I feel were being… well, less than friends. I got to a point where I almost quit, gave up, and walked away from all of it, but there was a moment when I realized I had a choice. So I experimented… and chose Love over Fear (protection), and I’m happy I did.
It’s been a while since I’ve posted, but August should get me back on track! For now, you wanna wake up with me and go for a walk around the ‘hood?
This was originally posted to vlogaddicts.net/CocteauBoy (you should join!) in response to the great KAOS (tiny.cc/0K20o) inviting us to vlog from outdoors… So get up with me in the morning in my New York apartment that looks like a Power Puff Girl sanctuary, or PeeWee’s Playhouse, and help me say good morning to the animals, the neighbors, walk my dog, and share some lovely stores around my ‘hood.
I have a foot in two different worlds and I live between those worlds. I have an active, heavily-populated social life (though I’ve been lying low over the past couple of years during my recovery), and I have an active, heavily-populated spiritual, metaphysical world where I work. Both worlds think the other one is a bit strange; my social world thinks my spiritual world is just “out there,” and my spiritual world sometimes can’t make sense of my having such an active, goofy, playful social life. Many people from my social world have asked me to explain what I do for a living, so this is my attempt at that response… and I still sound whacko, lol.